&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
flag day today, and it was boring. there was like tons of pple, all helping the same foundation. and of cos, everyone has a sticker on them, and no one wants to donate la. my tin was less than 1/4 full, i can't help it. nigel's even worse. haha. at least i've got a five dollar note and a one dollar US dollar(: plus, i was like damn paiseh, when i asked a guy, 'Would you like to donate?' and he gave me an idiotic look and raise up his hand, and obviously he had a tin like mine with me. OMG! damn paiseh, keep laughing and i ran away. lol.

after that, went to shir's place for smth special, so special that i can't tell. haha. it's supposed to be a secret. haha. learnt quite a lot of things today. lol and our results aren't that good. what results? i can't tell. haha.

after the secret meeting, met up with dada and went over to chinatown to find my dad. he was performing there, so i had to meet my mum and dad there. but i can't get ti the stage where they are and they couldnt come out too. so i've got dada to pei me walk walk around chinatown. there was like super alot of pple, super cramp. but i like that, cos he's with me. we bought things to eat and shop around. fun(: love it. haha.

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Friday, January 26, 2007
IM SORRY, OKAY?

LOL(:

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
the first ever common test this year, is the AMATHS test today. it was a short 50 mins, 5 questions paper. BUT it's so damn difficult. i can't answer more than half of the questions. sick. don't want to fail. if i fail my maths, i can go die alr ah. nothing to help me pull up my other subjects' score!~

the end(:

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Saturday, January 20, 2007
15 jan(: the day of the 21 months! yups. just the neoprints(:





and the 18th, which is ytd, went to ngee ann poly for that ZEST competition thing. we didn't win, but nvm. we didn't put much effort into it. but still, the feeling of losing isn't good. haha.

today, i found that i couldn't catch up with amaths alr, since i haven't been in class for last friday and ytd! plus, it's about smth that i really hate. INDICES! die! and there's Amaths test on monday. how to study w/o my textbook! arghh. im gonna be so dead.

and i kind of miss gym now.(:

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Saturday, January 13, 2007
i didn't go to school today. part of the reason was that i'm not feeling quite well. ate too much ytd, and the doc said i was having a little food poisoning. the other was that i'm lazy, and so tired to get up. slept till 11 plus, and my mum asked me to go see doc at polyclinic. got an MC, and some medicine. guess wad medicine was that? PANADOL! -.- the medicine cost $1.40 and consultant fee cost $4, cos im a child(: damn cheap. haha. that's my first time visiting a polyclinic. lol. suaku.

my mum wanted a blood test to be conducted for me, to see if i have 'an-ee-mia'[wadeva the spelling, i cant spell.] yups. and it's painful!!! never had a blood test before. and the nurse some more say my blood don't flow out, not enough blood. and they poke the needle in for SOOOOO long! grrr. pain eh. but still, it's an experience! haha.

and, gym tmr! woohoo~

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Thursday, January 11, 2007
it's my birthday ytd, nothing much, just that i've turned 16 finally! (:

bad news. gym girls are to be closed down, but we aren't going to let it happen i hope. we went to the general office to see ms tan after flag raising. we wanted to keep our CCA, cos it's our PASSION. but what the school and ms tan see, is only MEDALS! wad crap la. she did the same thing to bball boys last time, and now, she is doing this to us. DISBAND?! siao. she don't even dare to come out and face us, and we waited for her outside for 30mins! and she asked us to look for ms talib who is out of sch for ONE WEEK alr. so what's she talking! just telling us not to talk to anyone indirectly. in the end still must talk to mrs tobias about the matter! 10+ of us are standing outside of the GO, and no tchers told us to leave, even ms ow and mdm lau. just come out and face us la.

i cried, as we waited. and the others were all affected by me, so all started crying. i feel so angry yet useless. when we were talking to miss tobias, i felt so brave suddenly. i bet i've never talk to any tchers like that in my life before. but i felt so relieved after the talk, and i believe i've done no wrong. and we gym girls do not deserve to end just like this. yah, like what yenling said, IS ACHIEVEMENTS REALLY MORE IMPORTANT THAN PASSION? i bet everyone will say no, but why do it still end like this? don't the school know this?

bball boys disbanded years ago, and they disbanded on the spot, with ms tan talking to them face to face, according to reliable source.(: i'll rather we were told straight in the face, rather than this. with nobody for us to talk to.

grrr~ just feel like typing all my frustration out. !!! i've never felt anything like this before, defending something so important to me. i hope ms tan really will listen to us. *fingers crossed* =/

*JAC IS IN LOVE(: lol. just imagining. haha.

and here's the drunkard on 06/01/07(:

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Monday, January 08, 2007
It's a new year alr, and, i didnt blog for so long. but who cares. maybe i'll just summarise everything, but the post will still be long. see, im not very good at summaries la. mmm, school started, and i dread it. the tchers looking boring and stern enough. and with all those 'must passup homework' rule, i think i better die la. maybe it will be ok for the 1st few weeks, but after that, i dont think i can promise punctuality in my home work! T.T might as well die. haha.

but i promise my mum and dada about studying hard this year! gosh, must study and no slacking!!! JIAYOU. haha. i just hope i can get at least 12 for my 'O' levels, pls! and now, i'll summarise all the things i've done this week(:

31dec06.
it's the last day of 2006, enough said. that day was boring.

1jan07!
it's the 1st day of 2007, and i went to ROM cos my cousin's getting married! woohoo~ we just can't stop laughing when he was supposed to hold on to the bride's hands and repeat after what the person had said. haha. me and my cousins, or maybe it's just me, are just laughing and vibrating like hell. he was saying the vow, but he wasnt paying any attention to his bride la. cos he kept looking at US! lol.

3jan07.
1st day of school! and yucks, i hate it. tons of new tchers!! and they are all so homework-demanding. goodness.

english [i don't think who is my tcher yet]
chinese [mdm jiang?]
emaths [mr edward wong]
amaths [mrs koh]
geography [mr lee]
history/ss [mr kelvin tan]
physics [ms ting]
chemistry [mrs ang chan mai mai]
pe [mr heng]

oh, and ms aw and mr ang are the new DMs. yikes! they are OVERLY strict lo. really. like crap. like what my mum said, 'Xin Guan Shang Ren San Ba Huo', it means new officer just get promoted, alot of fire. lol. i'm so happy, that this year will be my last year. haha. and that VP mr lee left the school alr, and mrs tobias is the new temp VP now. sounds weird! haha.

6jan07.
sec one orientation, but there were not alot of sec ones leh. how can they put the CCA orientation just after their camp lo? who in the right mind will go and take a look at the CCAs available than go home and have a nice good sleep. so it's really boring, but i'm so proud of lois! she's so cute. she tried her best to talk the students into joining gym! super pro. i bet dosmond will like her even more when he saw her doing that lo! like who couldn't? she just look more and more like rachel to me alr! haha.

and after th CCA orientation, went over to dada's BBQ! it's his birthday today! happy 18th birthday!(: actually, i was kind of bored, with all of his family and cousins there. cos im not a very sociable person ma. and i just followed him around. like an idiot and stone lo. some of his friends went over also. but you know, i'm just like a mute last night.

he got sabo-ed when he cut the cake, cold water poured over him, and he was pushed into the pool twice. cake all over him and what's worse! he hugged me! T.T i was wet while standing on dry ground. -.-" IDIOT! haha.

7JAN07(:
happy birthday dada(: 18 alr, woohoo~ legal for cigrattes and liquor, but i don't allow you to touch them! haha.

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